Careful not to give your favors
To your lonesome, fucked up neighbors.
This fic is heavily inspired by and is my own personal love letter to kel and lise's flesh mechanic: not an au. A fic that broke my brain and my heart, one that hasn't left my brain since I read it LAST YEAR.
There was a time where I'd written out an intro for this fic, far too early in the process, where I'd written that this wouldn't get as dark as flesh mechanic, but I'm not quite sure now. It's nowhere near as horrifying, but please do be forewarned.
This fic contains death, implied body horror, copying of a twenty-three year old fanfic, no happy endings for any of these ships except for maybe lostshipping, implied cult activity, butchering of the Dragons Rising timeline and
Now, here's my long list of thank-you's because I feel like I have to. (And I want to.)
To Cherry, Jal, Elios, the plasma server, those who know the story and have heard my snippets of insanity. Thank you for your nudges and tips, I'm horrible at making choices. And, thank you for listening! This fic means a lot to me, and aaaa!!!!!
This fic wouldn't be quite as amazing if not for Jal, who created all of the art for this fic, and for that, I am so very grateful. It would not have that specific touch without it. Thank you so much.
And many, many thanks to Leaf, who both listened and helped plot this thing out for over a year
THE PlaylistFlesh Mechanic - Placebo / Shake It - JC Chasez / Digital Silence - Peter McPoland / Drowning by Numbers - Placebo / Lie to Me - Depeche Mode / Sleeping with Ghosts - Placebo / Tell Me, Tell Me...Baby - *NSYNC / Cry Me a River - Justin Timberlake / Run For Your Life - Jarvis Church / Personal Jesus - Depeche Mode / See Right Through You - *NSYNC / Bigmouth Strikes Again - The Smiths / Battle for the Sun - Placebo
(If you can find it, the big twist lies somewhere within these songs. But why would I tell you that?)
I had one who sent me her heart in a Tupperware container.